Everything changed..

Why is everything turned to be nothing like I've expected??

I thought she would be my friend forever,

but suddenly she turned out to end our friendship

and left me just like that..

yeah, just like that..

I thought that he would gone forever with no trace,

but suddenly he reappeared

and continued coloring my life

I thought that I'll never met him (another him)

and knew him anymore,

but suddenly he became so irrestible to not be waited..

Just when I thought life couldn't get any harder,

it really became one..

Just when I thought I would be fine,

life makes me not..

Why everything change to be like I've been living in another world?

Why everything is not like what I've expect?

You're not alone..

God never sees who you are but he'll look deep inside your heart..

The heart that wants to always depend on Him and the heart that will always trust Him on everything..

The world may avoid you

The world may reject you and say that you're useless

The world may not be friend for you

But you should know,

that GOD NEVER LEAVES YOU..

He wants to always be there for you..

He wants to be the best friend you could ever have..

He wants to hug you..

and say that HE LOVES YOU

He really wants you to be closer to Him..

Coz he's the only one that you need..

When you have no one to count on,

When you have no friend that want to accompany you,

When you're really sad and no one understands you,

GOD IS RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU

Waiting for you to get back to him..

He really wants to comfort you..

Coz he's the one who knows the real you more than anyone in the entire world..

He knows everything that you need..

and He will give everything as long as you depend on HIM and only HIM..

God love you so much .. !

My BFF..

A Friend is someone there will be there when you need her..

whenever, however and wherever..

She doesn't ask for a payback, instead, she will help you even before you ask her..

She's the second person (the first is Jesus) you'll talk to when you have a problem..

And you're the also the second person she'll talk to when she has a problem..

She accepts you as you are and so do you..

She knows when will you cry and you know when will she cry..

You'll never have to put on a mask like you do to everyone except her coz she knows you deep inside your heart..

But the most important thing is,

you love her, and she love you..

Those were what she meant to me..

I love u , G

and.....

I know she love me,

xoxo,

C

A different day..

Today I met M..

He's my childhood friend and we've been hanging out together since like 2nd or 3rd grade of elementary..

But when he went to secondary, we hardly even met ..

Then I also went to his secondary, which is now my ex-school..

I met him just a couple of time but it's different now..

He looked like my brother , not the face, but somehow he just looked like one..

And I feel that I don't know him anymore..

Today..

I met him again.. When I'm in high school and he also went to the same school..

But what surprised me the most is that he recognize me.. haha..

Things stay the same.. I don't know him anymore..

I thought that he's like a pretty boy, but he's actually really good at badminton

and he taught me to play .. He only taught me in front of all other girls ..

My friend said that he only pay attention to me.. What was that suppose to mean?

I'm the worst? Huaaaaa..

And I was like an idiot for playing like that.. I haven't play badminton for maybe 2 years and somehow forget how to play.. hehe..

But anyway, my school is not pretty bad either..

C u soon,

you know you love me,

xoxo,

C

Toefl Essay

Nowadays, there are more and more teenagers who have jobs while they are still students. Doing both things at the same time have both advantages and disadvantages. One of the advantages is they gain more experiences from working and studying at the same time. They can also earn money for the college fee or for their extra pocket money. When they work for someone else, they will learn how to deal with many kind of people. On the other hand, there are also disadvantages in doing both things at the same time. Students will reduce their study time and they cannot focus on their school. It will affect their grades. Moreover, if teenagers work while they are students, they have to finish their homework at night and it will reduce their sleeping hours.

In my opinion, having jobs for students is a good thing. They can learn how to manage their time on working and studying. Furthermore, experiences from having part time jobs will be useful when they graduate and apply jobs.

Students who have part time jobs will be more independent. They can pay for their own meals, so their parents don’t have to send them too much money. They also learn how to be responsible to handle their money wisely.

In conclusion, it is good for teenagers to have jobs while they are still students because they can learn to be more responsible and more independent. They can also gain more experiences for their future.

GoSSip gIRL

"Gossip girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous life of Manhattan's elite"

...This the list of Gossip Girl the Series...

. Gossip Girl .

. You Know You Love Me .

. All I Want Is Everything .

. Becaouse I'm worth it .

. I Like It Like That .

. You're The One That I Want .

. Nobody Does It Better .

. Nothing Can Keep Us Together .

. Only In Your Dreams .

. Would I Lie To You .

. Don't You Forget About Me .

. It Had To Be You .

. The Carlyles .

. You Just Can't Get Enough .

"and who am I ? That's the secret I'll never tell..

You know you love me..

xoxo

Gossip Girl "

7 Habits

On the beginning of July, I went to this camp called "Super Camp"

This is what happened..

1st day..

wth is this? who'll want to spend their holiday here? I'd better be home and go online now!!

2nd day..

Well, I got the best team of all, and my mentor is very 'wow', maybe it's not that hard to fit in and maybe it's not that bad spending my holiday here..

3rd day..

My team is like the BEST team ever ! We're like the non-stop-laughing team and we're the most solid team in the hole world! I wish I could be here for 1 week and hang out with these guys..

4th day..

This is the last day.. I don't want to go home! really tottaly desperately don't want to go home!

Most of them are too.. Nobody wants to go home.. T.T

But we can't stay any longer coz it's over..

Actually it's not over yet! We still have classes after this.. Yey!

It hasn't been 1 month but I already missed them like hell!

This is me and my team, POLICE LINE..

(left to right: Me, banjay, Paskal, Gita, Manda)

Actually there's 1 more, Mario, but he already went home when we took this picture.. T.T

Miss them so much..

xoxo,

C

My Day..

This morning we had a morning service at school ..

At first, I thought it gonna cost our first lesson, which was Bahasa,

But after the service the teacher said that all today's schedule will be changed ..

Our spirit suddenly gone.. Coz we hope that at least 1 lesson will be canceled :(

But anyway, in Foreign Language lesson, I still got Mandarin Class which B and S are in it..

Cool right?

But M was moved to Japanese class.. Too bad..

Then our last lesson was Chemistry Lab.

The lab teacher is quite fine for the first impression..

Btw, I went to JEC this afternoon to check up if i have something wrong with my eyes, and you know what? That doctor was no doctor at all!

He's too young to be that kind of doctor!

But he's pretty cool, though..

Sightings

G caught up walking with N

Y didn't pass the music class audition, no practicing perhaps ?

M is a REAL psicopat (just kidd :P)

Oops, I forgot to do my math work..

See u tomorrow, if I have time..

u know u love me,

xoxo

C

Ur such a LIAR!!

Don't you know how much it hurts seeing those photos u post in ur fb?

Do you think I'll never see those pics?

Photos of UR FAREWELL PARTY?

and u didn't invite me??

So now I'm not your friend at all?

Now I'm just nothing for u?

After I've been there every time u cry?

every time u need a tutor?

and after I've done your computer semester project??

Now I'm just nobody?

Listen R, if that's so, then tell me on my face!

Don't be such a looser backstabber!

Anyway, I don't need you anymore, so just go away and stay out of my life and

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!!

Just normal..

Everything goes normal today..

I've just started to like my class coz it's quite fun being in X-8..

When we're studying accounting, the light suddenly went off..

Unluckily, our teacher is using the LCD for presentation..

Well, actually it's unlucky for him but it's lucky for us..

Maths is still quite easy, but physics is a lil' something now..

History is soooo damn sleepy.. I didn't pay attention with the hell that teacher is talking about..

The only thing that I heard is 'History is Art'.. WTF??

I thought art is soo much interesting than history, it's like music or paint or anything that not as boring as history.. XP

On a class called 'Muatan Lokal' (what the hell is that?) I team up with

Anyway, I'm sleepy now..

so, good night everyone, sleep tight ..

you know you love me

xoxo,

C

Y

I thought he's just an asshole, but actually he's not that bad..

Sometimes he can be pretty nice..

Like today, that guy-I-used-to-called-asshole actually talk to me..

And he also quite mature.

But the thing is..

He doesn't know how to choose a 'real' girlfriend..

He's only searching for the rich one..

whatever..

He's just my nobody..

Chace or Ed?

If B 's the queen then He's the King ... or prince?

This evil face still has a heart and loyalty.. Aww..

Which one is hotter?

Chace

or

Ed

?

Mon, July 27, 2009

If it's not for Native lesson, today's lesson is soo damn sleepy! haha..

I've got 2 hour maths and 2 hour physics, what could be worse? A plus 2 hour chemistry ? XP

Overall, today is not pretty bad either, we had no test at school and everything went quite fine ..

Btw, I've never mention my high school life..

Here it goes..

I've got a not-to-comfortable class..

I'm still hanging out with my BFF, G

S, B, and Y are my besties in class..

and I still miss A so much... T.T

Well, that's it 'bout my school.. ;P

After school, I had a piano lesson and today is a bad piano day. XP

Then I went home.

I think my fever is not fully recovered. So my mom gave me Panadol and Jescool for my cough.

Now I have a flue which is worse than just cough..

Fuuh..

I'm tired of being sick..

Hope tomorrow will be better..

you know you love me

xoxo,

C

New School

AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

That's the only thing I wanted to say.

I'm really stressed out!

This school is killing me!

I mean, what the hell do I care bout Argon or Sulfur or Plumbum or those stupid name?

It's not like I'll use it anyway. So why do I have to study all that?

Imagine this..

I CAN'T go online on school day

I CAN'T watch tv for more than 15 minutes on school day

I even CAN'T read gossip girl everyday

What kind of school is that?