Friendship

Sometime I don't understand the TRUE meaning of friendship.
We cry together, we laugh together..
But then what?

Friends can't be ALWAYS there whenever you need just like all the poems say..

But that doesn't mean they don't love you.
They have limits too.
And sometime we are too busy with our problem that we never realize our friends also need us.


So what does friendship means??
I haven't figure out something that can best describe friendship.
When you are really close to your friend, you feel like there is no one that could ever understand you that much.
But then it change so quick. She's not close anymore to you and both of you don't talk pretty often.
She often got distracted and not listening to you anymore. 
Then what do you feel? BETRAYED!

But sometime it's not what she meant to do. 

Maybe she didn't forget you. Maybe she just forgot to remember you.

Have you ever consider it that way?
Your friend need space too. 

Well, it hasn't describe friendship as well.

So here's the story.

It's about my first class in High School

One thing I learned pretty fast is that "you are where you seat"

Your friends are they who seat near you.

And it's true.

I got my besties since then.

LOTs of best friends.

But at some point I felt like they don't like me anymore.

Like I'm not longer accepted there.

Like they don't want me anymore.

But then I realize, that's not true.

Friends are not based on need.

We're there when our friends need us and in my class, I found out that even though sometimes we felt that way. 

That our friends are leaving us, it's really NOT true.

We get along pretty well. And I know it's not FAKE..

In friendship, there are UPs and DOWNs.
But somehow it's like what you do with your family.
You just know they're sorry without they telling you when you feel like they're leaving you.
And somehow it keeps you from feeling lonely.

Friendship isn't always be about listening to each other.

I mean, it's important, but it's not the hole thing is about.
You don't "USE" your friend that way.

And friends now that you love them without you tell them that..

True Friend

Friends are like frames

But true friend is the photo

Frame can be changable

But the photo remains forever

Friends are like pens

But true friends is the tip-ex

That can erase all the pain

That pens make on a paper

Friends are like gold and silver

But true friend is like diamond

Diamond is more difficult to make

But it shines much brighter

Friends are like laptops

But true friend is like a MacBook Pro

There are a lot of good laptops

But macbook is always the best

Especially when it is a MacBook Pro ^^

She is my true friend

my photo, my tip-ex, my diamond

and my MacBook Pro

.I love you.

Best friend

Hate her? Of course I do.. That's for sure..

but I know she's still my best friend and I know that deep inside my heart I still love her..

Even when I keep saying I don't care bout her anymore, I keep checking on her frequently on facebook and twitter..

Even I've once blocked her but I couldn't resist to unblock her the next time I signed in..

Maybe sometime you can get mad with your bestfriend, but if she really is your bestfriend, you can't hate her even though how much she's hurted you..

I know that you know you're who I'm talking about..

But, I just wanna say..

You are still my best friend no matter what..

Secondary school

Lately, I've been missing my junior high school moment badly..

It passed too fast that I can hardly remember..

When I first got to my old school,

SMPK 7 PENABUR

I didn't really know what am I doing here..

But then I got the best class after all..

It really IS the best class.. 7D ..

A class that I will never forget..

We had so much trouble at first..

All the teacher were complaining bout our class..

Like the fact that we're the noisiest class ever..

Then one day there's this case with our class computer..

Someone put a one-page-note-with-my computer-icon-so-when-people-open-my computer folder-it'll-show-up that was full of words insulting teachers and students..

But the case was closed in a few days after someone-nobody-knows admit to our homeroom teacher by texting him.. Or at least that's what we heard..

After the " computer case " we also had many other cases that made the hole class had to run around the field for like 5 times..

Btw, we got an amazing homeroom teacher called

Mr. Anwar Effendi.

7D is the best class ever in the hole world and I'll never forget 'bout that..

It was the first time I felt lucky to be one of the class member..

We all have high solidarity to each other and even on geography test the hole class worked together..

Each one of us was good at something..

In 7D, I found my first real bestfriend..

It's a lot togetherness in this class..

and I know it last

forever

I'm pretty sure that each one of us felt the same way..

Miss u guys so much!!

xoxo,

C

I know..

Now I know..

The reason for everything that she said..

Sometime it's hard to understand people..

Sometime I can judge a person just like that, but

if you take a look ,, there's gotta be a reason for everyone to be like that..

Look the-person-I-really-love,

I'm really sorry..

Maybe I'm too introvert that I can't see what really going on..

I'm sorry I can't understand u ..

But you've got 2 know ..

You're still the BEST friend ever and you can talk to me everytime you feel like it, don't keep it urself coz I can't read ur mind..

You're not alone..

God never sees who you are but he'll look deep inside your heart..

The heart that wants to always depend on Him and the heart that will always trust Him on everything..

The world may avoid you

The world may reject you and say that you're useless

The world may not be friend for you

But you should know,

that GOD NEVER LEAVES YOU..

He wants to always be there for you..

He wants to be the best friend you could ever have..

He wants to hug you..

and say that HE LOVES YOU

He really wants you to be closer to Him..

Coz he's the only one that you need..

When you have no one to count on,

When you have no friend that want to accompany you,

When you're really sad and no one understands you,

GOD IS RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU

Waiting for you to get back to him..

He really wants to comfort you..

Coz he's the one who knows the real you more than anyone in the entire world..

He knows everything that you need..

and He will give everything as long as you depend on HIM and only HIM..

God love you so much .. !

My BFF..

A Friend is someone there will be there when you need her..

whenever, however and wherever..

She doesn't ask for a payback, instead, she will help you even before you ask her..

She's the second person (the first is Jesus) you'll talk to when you have a problem..

And you're the also the second person she'll talk to when she has a problem..

She accepts you as you are and so do you..

She knows when will you cry and you know when will she cry..

You'll never have to put on a mask like you do to everyone except her coz she knows you deep inside your heart..

But the most important thing is,

you love her, and she love you..

Those were what she meant to me..

I love u , G

and.....

I know she love me,

xoxo,

C