.. Be Urself ..

My precious class

2010-05-26T16:33:00.001+07:00

One Year in X8..

Dufan after Starbuck-ing..

This is what happen in a teacher-less class :P

Cooking competition- 2nd place

After a long and tiring day @ Dufan :)

Last ride of the day..

21 - EX

Dufan Dufan and Dufan X)

Can't stand a minute without a web cam? That's us :)

Swimming @ Abo's apt

Happy birthday Maggie!!

...

Even in the elevator, photoholic stays photoholic :P

Yola's sweet 16 @ Hard Rock

Our routine..

Independence day..

X8 is full of memories. Goods and Bads.

It's the class that we'll never forget.

Love u all :)

xoxo

Lea Michele

2010-05-06T20:46:00.000+07:00

Lea Michele trully has changed..
From the "bottom of sochial heap" on Glee...

to "THIS".....

Just a little something..

2010-05-03T20:16:00.001+07:00

So today one of my bestfriends told me that my "other" friend was talking 'bout me on my back.

Here's the story.

That day, it was announced in our school speakers that there are names on the soft board in front of the teachers room for them who are chosen to join the Science Competition.
I didn't bother to look at that since I'm pretty confident that my name wasn't on it.
I mean, my teacher would lost his mind if he put me in, right?
Before I got back from school, one of my friend from math club told me that I'm in!!
Oh Em Geee..
Anyway, I joined the competition, which was FREAKING hard!!!
I'm not a genius.. Unlike most of my math club friends, for me, the test was so damn hard!
So, I didn't get through. Only me and one more girl didn't pass..
I'm kind of not really care as long as there are someone beside me.
But today, everything changed.

One of my best friends told me that "that boy" who told me that I was chosen to join, talk like this:

"I hate our Math teacher coz he didn't chose me for the competition. Why did he have to chose her (he mean me) who is not only stupid but also absolutely won't pass the test?"

I know he's kind of jealous, but hey, I'm not the one who wanted to join right?
I know I'm not really clever, but you used to be sooo good, so nice around me.
Why suddenly you, I don't know, stab me on my back?
I mean, if it was someone else, I'd believe, but you??
Really?

Friendship

2010-04-08T21:19:00.000+07:00

Sometime I don't understand the TRUE meaning of friendship.
We cry together, we laugh together..
But then what?

Friends can't be ALWAYS there whenever you need just like all the poems say..

But that doesn't mean they don't love you.
They have limits too.
And sometime we are too busy with our problem that we never realize our friends also need us.

So what does friendship means??
I haven't figure out something that can best describe friendship.
When you are really close to your friend, you feel like there is no one that could ever understand you that much.
But then it change so quick. She's not close anymore to you and both of you don't talk pretty often.
She often got distracted and not listening to you anymore.
Then what do you feel? BETRAYED!

But sometime it's not what she meant to do.

Maybe she didn't forget you. Maybe she just forgot to remember you.

Have you ever consider it that way?
Your friend need space too.

Well, it hasn't describe friendship as well.

So here's the story.

It's about my first class in High School

One thing I learned pretty fast is that "you are where you seat"

Your friends are they who seat near you.

And it's true.

I got my besties since then.

LOTs of best friends.

But at some point I felt like they don't like me anymore.

Like I'm not longer accepted there.

Like they don't want me anymore.

But then I realize, that's not true.

Friends are not based on need.

We're there when our friends need us and in my class, I found out that even though sometimes we felt that way.

That our friends are leaving us, it's really NOT true.

We get along pretty well. And I know it's not FAKE..

In friendship, there are UPs and DOWNs.
But somehow it's like what you do with your family.
You just know they're sorry without they telling you when you feel like they're leaving you.
And somehow it keeps you from feeling lonely.

Friendship isn't always be about listening to each other.

I mean, it's important, but it's not the hole thing is about.
You don't "USE" your friend that way.

And friends now that you love them without you tell them that..

IBT Test

2010-03-31T19:30:00.000+07:00

I've just had a toefl test at Atma Jaya. The IBT one..
Reading section wasn't hard, so do the other section until..
The Speaking Section!!!
That was the hardest of all!!
My mind suddenly blank and I didn't even know what to say!
I always talk too fast on the first 30 seconds and repeating and repeating for the last 30 seconds..
What a wreck!
I hate that!

Essay

2010-03-15T17:35:00.001+07:00

We live in a world that has been changing from generation to generation. There are many differences in every generation of people. Some of them are good points, some are bad points. We have different thoughts, different ideas, and different values that our parents' generation. Therefore, we have to adapt with all those changes.

In my opinion, there are many differences between my generation and my parents' generation. Nowadays, technology is more developed. We have internet, cable TV, laptop, etc. With these technologies, we can learn many new things from all over the world. My generation is also more educated than my parents'. In my parents' generation, getting a master degree is not a must to get a job. Nowadays, we have to get a master dgree to have a good position in a company.

Moreover, we can also see the differences according to our choice to choose a place to live. Parents usually want to live in a quiet place. On the other hand, my generation prefer to live in the central of the city where everything is near. Another good point of my generation is we are more sophisticated than our parents'. There are many people in my parents' generation that don't know how to use the internet, text using cellphone, send email, etc.

Furthermore, every generation has its own negative sides. These are the negative sides of my generation. Since we have more facilities, like computers, cars, and TV, we become lazier. In my parents' generation, cars were very expensive and not everyone could afford it. Instead of it, they usually walked everywhere or rode bicycle which was healthies. With less facilities, they became hard working people.

In my parents' generation, their parents usually cooked at home. They seldom ate junk food. My generation usually eat outside which is not really healthy. The way we communicate with others is also different than our parents. Parents usually really care about courtesy and ethic. My generation also care about those things, but not as much as our parents. We are less concern about what others think of us than our parents. Moreover, we might be not closed enough to our relatives because we are busier and our house is far from theirs. Another negative side of my generation is we are more extravagant than our parents'.

In conclution, there are many differences in every generation of people, like my parents and me. Every generation has its own good and bad points. My parents' generation is more "outer" directed and my generation is more "inner" directed.

It's Oscar

2010-03-11T17:35:00.000+07:00

Sandra Bullock won Oscar's Best Actress of 2010 from "The Blind Side"

Spotted: Macaulay Culkin (known as Kevin from Home Alone 2) and Natalie Portman at the Elton John AIDS Foundation Oscar party in West Hollywood

Miley Cyrus and Joaquin Phoenix

She confirmed she has been dating Last Song costar Liam Hemsworth on the red carpet!

The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks

2010-03-11T17:08:00.000+07:00

This novel is written by Nicholas Sparks.
It's a romance novel which tells a story about destiny.
As usual, Sparks make each chapter as the point of view of each character.
The story started when Logan Thibault, the main character, met Keith Clayton, the guy who has been the-woman-Thibault-was-looking-for's ex-husband.
It's so complicated when suddenly everything was actually connected.
Logan found a photo of a woman which brings him luck in his life.
Then Logan met Keith, who is also some kind of a police, on his way in searching of that woman.
At first, Keith didn't like him because he's weird.

Logan worked at that woman's grandma's house after seeing that woman.
After a while they started dating.
Then Logan met Keith for the second time and found out that he was Beth(that woman)'s ex-husband.
He also found out that the photo he got belong to Beth's brother which also a marine just like him and died in Iraq.
At the end, Keith died when he tried to safe his and Beth's son.
After all, Logan was the guy who's destined to be with Beth.

The End

2010-03-09T18:28:00.003+07:00

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School thing

2010-03-08T18:31:00.001+07:00

Selfishness

2010-02-22T20:37:00.001+07:00

My parents always give me everything that I need, and sometimes that I want.

( Not everything , but quite a lot)

And it never cross my mind that

someone could actually quit their school because they can't pay the fee..

I think those stories are just for the soap ophera..

OK, maybe that's too tough.

I never even think that people that can't go out with their friends just because they can't pay for movies are
"Real"

And some of them are my close friends !!

I mean, how could I want so much things in my life while others can't even pay their school fees??

How could I always ask my parents to buy me something I want when even others can't pay for something they Need??

Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish and only thinking bout myself while others are fighting for just one spoon of rice..

Percy Jackson

2010-02-18T22:15:00.001+07:00

This afternoon, or evening maybe, my friend, Sheren and I went to Puri to watch

"Percy Jackson"

Do you know what do I remember the most about it??

It's the fact that Logan Lerman is so HANDSOME!!

Luke is handsome as well too..

But he didn't get a lot of parts in the movie

Anyway, Film's great especially the effect is so damn COOL!!

Looks real to me!

Untitled

2010-02-17T21:40:00.002+07:00

Ok, so now who cares about making your blog famous??
My blog is all about expressing myself so I don't really care bout making it popular or something like some of my friends trying to do..
That's it I can come up right now.

My quotes right now:

" Just Be Yourself! Don't let others tell you what to do or who to be. You are special just the way you are! "

52nd Grammy Awards

2010-02-12T20:19:00.000+07:00

Does anybody watch the Grammy at the beginning of the month?
It's awesome , but my favourite is 21 Guns by Green Day and American Idiot..
Here's the clip

True Friend

2010-01-28T18:49:00.000+07:00

Friends are like frames

But true friend is the photo

Frame can be changable

But the photo remains forever

Friends are like pens

But true friends is the tip-ex

That can erase all the pain

That pens make on a paper

Friends are like gold and silver

But true friend is like diamond

Diamond is more difficult to make

But it shines much brighter

Friends are like laptops

But true friend is like a MacBook Pro

There are a lot of good laptops

But macbook is always the best

Especially when it is a MacBook Pro ^^

She is my true friend

my photo, my tip-ex, my diamond

and my MacBook Pro

.I love you.

I love him ^^

2010-01-21T18:19:00.001+07:00

Matt Lanter, 90210

Trip to Europe..

2010-01-21T18:03:00.001+07:00

Last December, my fams and I went to Europe..

It's winter and so damn cold .

But anyway, it's probably the best place I've ever been ^^

.I love snow.

too coldd .. XP

Amsterdam was the first country we visited and it's wonderful..

Mt. Titlis is always snowing..

Temperature above: - 11 celcius..

Left to Right: Dio, My brother, me, Dea (Dio's sister)

Him..

2009-11-29T19:26:00.002+07:00

The way you hold my arms

The way you tell me you'll keep me safe

The way you hold me from my back like you're really afraid something bad will happen to me

The way you distract me so I wouldn't be scared

The way you try to be funny so I wouldn't be so frightened

The way you're being such a real gentleman

It all reminds me how much I really thankful of having you in my life even it was only for a few hours..

I know I've gotta let you go , but someplace inside my heart just can't let you go..

Like my friend said,

"You will know that you love someone when you want him/her to be happy. Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness. :)"

All I Wanted

2009-11-29T19:16:00.002+07:00

I love this song since the first I heard ..

Actually this is not really my tipe , but the music just speak to me and I kinda love how it speaks ..

Lyrics to All I Wanted :

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there

I'll beg you nice from my knees

When the world treats you way too fairly

It's a shame i'm a dream

All I wanted was you

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times

And fall asleep on the couch

And wake up early to black and white re-runs?

That escaped from the mouth

Oh-Oh

All I wanted was you

I could follow you to the beginning

And just relive the start

And maybe then we'll remember to slow down

To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you

New Moon .......

2009-11-21T18:52:00.001+07:00

Ok, I'm really excited today..
Trying to put it into words right now..
So, it all started at 8.30 when my bf (as in best friend, NOT boyfriend), Y texted me that we'll left at 10 straight to EX coz it was the only cinema that have New Moon coming out on the first day in our country and it'll be nuts thinkin' of the crowds..
Then at 10 am I left my math club by a reason called 'piano course'..
I waited for her like 30 minutes. Then she came to pick me up at school.
Arrived at EX.
OMG! I've never seen a cinema could be THAT full..
Like there were 1000 people inside.
Then Y and I lined up. We met our schoolmates, N there ..
After 30 minutes, suddenly the security said that this wasn't the line and there was no line in our line..
WTF??
So, we gave up. But N has a friend in front and ask her to buy the tickets ..
Then Y and I got really confused so we went to the premiere part hoping that would be more promising coz the regular already full booked till midnight..
The problem was, premiere was also FULL!!!
and all people that we saw lining up in a 300 meters line were just hoping to get the tickets for tommorow and the following day..
Too bad ..
We then decided to line for another film that was also good, 2012..
It's also in the premire.. But we don't care..
After 1 hour, suddenly N called Y that she has 2 tickets more and she's not gonna use it..
Me and Y almost scream and we were totally thankful to get those tickets while people who lined from 9 am can't even get the ticket for midnight show..
And guess what??
We got the sit for 1 p.m and that was the FIRST show of New Moon in Indonesia!!!!
Really it's the first!!
I don't care if we had to sit on the first row but New Moon is a MUST!!
Wow! God is amazing!!

It's time

2009-11-19T21:48:00.000+07:00

Time run too fast
and I feel like I can't keep up
For real..
Felt like I just joined the orientation program now it's already close to final exam.
Why can't time just .. slow down ?
So I can still hold in ..
Really, it's too fast .

New twilight..

2009-11-16T21:41:00.000+07:00

Team Jacob forever !!!

Get Up

2009-11-16T16:21:00.004+07:00

Ever heard of the song "Get Up" from Superchick?

It's one of the soundtracks of Bring It On 4: In It To Win It

That song really inspired me, not the tune, but the lyrics.

It shows that even we've fell for like 40 times we can still get up..

Lyrics to Get Up :

I'm not afraid to fall

it means i climbed up high

to fall is not to fail
you fail when you don't try
not afraid to fall
i might just learn to fly and
i will spread these wings of mine

[Chorus:]
If i get up i might fall back down again
so let's get up come on
If i get up i might fall back down again
we get up anyway
If i get up i might fall back down again
so let's get up come on
If i get up i might fall back down again
I might fall back down again
We'll just jump and see, even if it's the 20th time
we'll just jump and see if we can fly

I'm not afraid to fall
and here i told you so
don't want to rock the boat
but i just had to know
just a greener side
or can i touch the sky
but either way i will have tried

i'm not afraid to fall
I've fallen many times
they laughed when i fell down
but i have dared to climb
I'm not afraid to fall
i know i'll fall again
but i can win this in the end

[ Get Up Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

Best friend

2009-11-15T22:40:00.002+07:00

Hate her? Of course I do.. That's for sure..

but I know she's still my best friend and I know that deep inside my heart I still love her..

Even when I keep saying I don't care bout her anymore, I keep checking on her frequently on facebook and twitter..

Even I've once blocked her but I couldn't resist to unblock her the next time I signed in..

Maybe sometime you can get mad with your bestfriend, but if she really is your bestfriend, you can't hate her even though how much she's hurted you..

I know that you know you're who I'm talking about..

But, I just wanna say..

You are still my best friend no matter what..

New moon again..

2009-11-14T21:33:00.001+07:00

Can't get enough with him.. He's so adoring.. Don't u think so?

New Moon..

2009-11-14T16:40:00.000+07:00

Jealous much, Edward?

Don't they looked perfect together?

Latest thing..

2009-11-14T16:38:00.000+07:00

New Moon press conference.. Can't wait for the show!

Spotted. Zac in the front row of at the Lakers game..

Captain of East High basketball team now watching Lakers.. lol..

Stephanie Pratt is on rehab for alcohol abuse? C'mon..

Miss those days..

2009-11-07T18:32:00.003+07:00

I kinda miss those days..

When I used to be the head of Dewan Galang..

When I used to be one of the OSIS members..

When I used to be one of the math club members..

When I used to be one of the p7 cup comitee..

When I used to be on the basketball team..

When I used to be the head of English Wall Magz team..

When life used to be not really tough..

When I used to do what I please..

When I used to play all day..

When I'm in Junior High School..

Learning Something..

2009-11-04T22:38:00.002+07:00

Something that I learned from the past couple of weeks :

"Everyone is Different"

Everyone has a different point of view..

And I can't change their mind just becoz I think they were wrong..

Everyone thinks differently but so what?

I don't have to make them all be like me right?

So, just let it go..

We don't have to agree with others and so do others don't have to agree with us..

Just live your life as it really is..

Don't put much pressure than it already is..

Who's who?

2009-11-03T21:35:00.004+07:00

Has been quite a busy week lately that I can't post anything in my blog.. :'(

Actually, I don't know what I'm gonna write right now but I just wanna post something ..

So, I'll write bout my friends..

Hope u can find who's who..

She is the 'big-glasses'

She is the party girl

She is the computer girl

She is the sacred girl

She is the hottest girl

She is the 'CC' girl

She is the cute girl

She is the fashionista

She is the writing girl known as secretary

She is the thin girl

She is the 'man'

Can guess?

If u're member of X8 of course!

Secondary school

2009-10-26T17:18:00.008+07:00

Lately, I've been missing my junior high school moment badly..

It passed too fast that I can hardly remember..

When I first got to my old school,

SMPK 7 PENABUR

I didn't really know what am I doing here..

But then I got the best class after all..

It really IS the best class.. 7D ..

A class that I will never forget..

We had so much trouble at first..

All the teacher were complaining bout our class..

Like the fact that we're the noisiest class ever..

Then one day there's this case with our class computer..

Someone put a one-page-note-with-my computer-icon-so-when-people-open-my computer folder-it'll-show-up that was full of words insulting teachers and students..

But the case was closed in a few days after someone-nobody-knows admit to our homeroom teacher by texting him.. Or at least that's what we heard..

After the " computer case " we also had many other cases that made the hole class had to run around the field for like 5 times..

Btw, we got an amazing homeroom teacher called

Mr. Anwar Effendi.

7D is the best class ever in the hole world and I'll never forget 'bout that..

It was the first time I felt lucky to be one of the class member..

We all have high solidarity to each other and even on geography test the hole class worked together..

Each one of us was good at something..

In 7D, I found my first real bestfriend..

It's a lot togetherness in this class..

and I know it last

forever

I'm pretty sure that each one of us felt the same way..

Miss u guys so much!!

xoxo,

Umm..

2009-10-14T19:12:00.003+07:00

I really like him..

a lot..

But I think I really need to figure something out before I fall in love again..

Coz love is sacred and it needs a commitment which I'm not ready yet..

Besides, I've promised to myself to be single at least untill graduation..

Seeing all my friends who have a boyfriend makes me feel like

..Being single is always better than that..

Nice bedroom

2009-10-08T19:43:00.003+07:00

I found a few "different" bedroom..

These looked awesome..

Like for a small room that can be placed a lotta things..

Pretty cute too..

Btw, the first pic didn't looked like a bedroom.. More like a big room with beds and table above it..

X8 in progress

2009-10-08T18:33:00.002+07:00

My class has it own ups and downs..

Many smart people here..

.Gold medal winners.

.1st, 2nd, and 3rd general rank.

.prettiest girl from the hole 10th grade.

.basketball player.

.Voli player.

.IT genius.

But there are also bad side of my class..

.perv guys. (most of them)

.childish girl.

.freak people.

.egoist people.

.bossy people.

.annoying people.

But I know somehow we can work things out and we can be the bezt class.. Yeah..

Right people?

.Love.

2009-10-04T17:32:00.004+07:00

Is this love?

He's always in your mind

You can't stop thinking 'bout him

You keep wondering what's he doing now

He's the first name that pop into your head

He's the one that you're always waiting

Why everyone seems to bother 'bout it anyway?

It's not like if the answer is 'yes', you'll feel the same way for more than 2 weeks..

It's not like he'll feel the same way right?

Well, I don't care bout those things anymore..

Life's just too great to be ruined by boys..

Never know how it's gonna end..

2009-10-02T22:34:00.005+07:00

You could never predict the future..

Like, for once you felt like everything is going perfect , then in a moment it all turned to a disaster just as easy as it sounds..

Like, for once you felt like he's the one, then in a day he don't care bout it anymore..

Like, for once you felt like you can always be in your comfort zone but then you've got to get out of it and start a real life..

Like, for once you felt like you've done everything right but then you mess everything you've done, you screw it all, and you can't even fix it..

Life is a mystery, life is wonderful, life is unpredictable, but living with Jesus is nothing like you could ever imagine..

Holiday

2009-09-28T18:47:00.004+07:00

I've been out from bloggin' area for a while, coz it's HOLIDAY people!! YEY!

But the problem is.. It's almost over!

Why? How I'm suppose to know?

Anyway, I'll tell u what I'm up to on holiday..

On Sunday (is it Sunday? I really forgot the day), my famz and I went to Ritz Carlton..

It's probably the BEST hotel I've ever stayed at..

The room's restroom is tottaly the best!

And the restaurant (Asia) , is very very gorgeous..

They also have a lot of facilities..

My brother told me that the gym is the BEST (unfortunately, I wear sneakers so I didn't try it)

Near the swimming pool, there are also table tennis, mini soccer, and a small billiard table (which a few balls already gone)..

I hope that we can extend one more night, but they already full booked.. :(

Anyhow, coz it's all promo prices, the hotel's sooooo crowded..

I can barely swim in the swimming pool!

But it's still great out there..

The whirlpool, steam room, sauna, and everything is also great, but I prefer bath in my room, than in the whirlpool area..

At night, we went to Grand Indonesia to eat at Takigawa but too bad, it already closed..

So we ate at Jitt Lada (Am I wrong with the spelling?)..

The food's great!

The next morning, my parents and I went jogging on the jogging track, while my brother went to the gym.. (He's pretty much obsessed to have those muscles, biceps, and six pack)

The track wasn't as good as they have in Borobudur Hotel..

Then in the afternoon, we went back to Takigawa and have lunch there..

Then my mom bought some shirts at Polo..

Finally, we went back home..

Ritz Carlton is definitely the best hotel I've ever stayed at!

One Tuesday in X8

2009-09-09T20:04:00.003+07:00

Today was reaaallly crazy, or insane to be exact.

Everything was goin' normal in the morning.

But then, we started tweeting with all the words 'b' and 'f'

Wonder what were those? I bet you know it.

Anyway, that's not the crazy part yet.

The craziest is on the 8th period.

There were no teacher coming.

So Y decided to take out her cards..

We started to play something called 'tepok nyamuk'.

The person who lost had to do 'dare'.

The first was S .

We made her went to the boy's toilet.

Luckily, there were nobody inside.

Then the second was M, out craziest girl.

We made her posed as 'fashionista' in front of the class of X5.

She did it pretty 'wow'.

The next lucky guy is A .

We made him posed as Jacko in front of the hole class.

And we were all staring at him and it was a LOT of fun!

The next is .. again .. M ! Why she always so lucky? XP

This is the craziest part.

The 'dare' is ..

She had to 'SHOOT' our one and only ..

Brondong!!

And she had to do it in front of the class!

We told everyone to be quite.

And she was sooo you-know-what.

Untill she finally said 'sebenernya lw ganteng' and than acted like she's vomitting..

LOL!

That was the blast!

And that was just 1 part of X8 so-crazy-as-hell story that brought everyday!

xoxo,

I know..

2009-09-04T20:16:00.003+07:00

Now I know..

The reason for everything that she said..

Sometime it's hard to understand people..

Sometime I can judge a person just like that, but

if you take a look ,, there's gotta be a reason for everyone to be like that..

Look the-person-I-really-love,

I'm really sorry..

Maybe I'm too introvert that I can't see what really going on..

I'm sorry I can't understand u ..

But you've got 2 know ..

You're still the BEST friend ever and you can talk to me everytime you feel like it, don't keep it urself coz I can't read ur mind..

Am I arrogant ?

2009-09-03T21:34:00.001+07:00

Honestly, Am I?

Besties

2009-09-02T19:19:00.002+07:00

It's soooo hard to accept a friend as she really is..

It's just.. I don't know..

I love her .. but ..

There's always something wrong with us ..

Sometimes I feel like ..

I don't know her at all ..

She can change her mind that quick .. But I can't keep up ..

I know she loves me too but why there's always a 'but' ?

Anyway, since friendship needs work, I'll work on it.. ^^

cao..

My school

2009-09-01T22:25:00.004+07:00

I 've been complaining 'bout my school since the 4th day of my school day..

And after thinking 'bout everything, I thought complaining will make no sense at all..

Why can't I just "like" my school as it is, with all the tests, projects, and deadlines?

Well, maybe becoz it's just not likeable..

Yeah, that's my school..

And it all come to one decision.

"Life is beautiful except the school thing"

School's like that..

Most of the time..

xoxo,

9.26

2009-08-21T21:19:00.003+07:00

It's 9.26 on my room's clock..

Time for bed after 2 days sleeping over mid night.. haha..

Time for bed also means time for blogging before bed for me..

I wanna tell 'bout my first exam on my new school.

It was Math.

I didn't meant to be arrogant, but since I was born, I've never seen nmber 7 on my math score.. even 8 is rare in 9th grade..

But everything change now.

Morning was just usual

First lesson is Indonesian, if I'm not mistaken

Math is the second

5 minutes before the bell rank my heart already beating

Kinda remember that everyone said 'the real exam is nothing like the exercises'

The teacher came

It's not the math teacher but it's the counseling teacher

She gave us the test paper

Not allowed to be opened 'till everyone got one

Then she said 'now you can start'

I opened mine

The test had 5 numbers

I looked at number 4 and 5

I said to myself 'OH MY GOD!'

I did number 1 'till 3 first

Not really hard

Then I arrive at number 4

Try to solve it

Did many thing

Didn't work

I started to panic!

Say to my self 'What the hell is this?'

Left number 4

Started doing number 5

Try to do it

Can't think anymore

Panic again!

'Jesus Christ help me!!!!'

I thought I've done a little something to number 5

But it still IS a mess

The teacher said '5 minutes more' ( or 10 minutes)

Back to number 4

Still couldn't solve it

Got stressed

Finally

The bell rank

The paper was collected

I almost cry

On recess time, my BFF came..

I almost cried

But I wanna safe it at home

Don't wanna look like such a crying baby

But one tear was dropped

Nobody realise it

Not even her

Not even him

No wonder, he seems like he's got it all right

But she's pretty sure that she won't pass the minimum score

Than I was on my WORST mood ever that day

Kept thinking 'bout math

After school I went home

Straight to my room without saying 'hi' to my mom

Cried a lot , really a lot on my bolster

Then grab some clothes

Went to the bathroom

Can't resist my tears

and they started to dropped

I didn't know why

I couldn't stop

After taking a bath I went out of the bathroom

Finally my mom saw me crying outside the bath room

She hugged me

asking me what happened

I said 'I can't do my math test'

I wanted to stop crying but somehow I can't

She said 'It's okay, this is just the first time'

Then I slept

On the evening, my dad went home

As usual I hugged him

But that time I cried again..

arrrrgghhhh

Why can't I control my tears?

Even before slept I still crying!

That was the story of my first exam on Smuki

I don't want to be childish like this

But the tears just came up

Don't blame me

Hate Yesterday so much!!

2009-08-13T18:33:00.003+07:00

Yesterday was really tottaly SUCK!

Hate everything that happened yesterday...

Don't wanna tell why but I really really really really hate it!!!

Luckily today is not really bad, instead, it's quite fun living today.. hhe..

xoxo,

I Miss U

2009-08-11T17:59:00.005+07:00

This is a Simple plan song that I love so much!

Maybe it's just a typical love song but I really like the accoustic side of Simple plan,

it shows that they're not just rock..

To see you when I wake up is a gift

I didn't think could be real

To know that you feel the same as I do

is a three fold utopian dream

You do something to me that I can't explain

So would I be out of line if I said

I Miss You

I see your picture

I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine

You have only been gone 10 days

But already I'm wasting away

I know I'll see you again

either far or soon

But I need you to know

That I care

and I Miss You

Everything changed..

2009-08-10T21:00:00.002+07:00

Why is everything turned to be nothing like I've expected??

I thought she would be my friend forever,

but suddenly she turned out to end our friendship

and left me just like that..

yeah, just like that..

I thought that he would gone forever with no trace,

but suddenly he reappeared

and continued coloring my life

I thought that I'll never met him (another him)

and knew him anymore,

but suddenly he became so irrestible to not be waited..

Just when I thought life couldn't get any harder,

it really became one..

Just when I thought I would be fine,

life makes me not..

Why everything change to be like I've been living in another world?

Why everything is not like what I've expect?

You're not alone..

2009-08-08T12:47:00.002+07:00

God never sees who you are but he'll look deep inside your heart..

The heart that wants to always depend on Him and the heart that will always trust Him on everything..

The world may avoid you

The world may reject you and say that you're useless

The world may not be friend for you

But you should know,

that GOD NEVER LEAVES YOU..

He wants to always be there for you..

He wants to be the best friend you could ever have..

He wants to hug you..

and say that HE LOVES YOU

He really wants you to be closer to Him..

Coz he's the only one that you need..

When you have no one to count on,

When you have no friend that want to accompany you,

When you're really sad and no one understands you,

GOD IS RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU

Waiting for you to get back to him..

He really wants to comfort you..

Coz he's the one who knows the real you more than anyone in the entire world..

He knows everything that you need..

and He will give everything as long as you depend on HIM and only HIM..

God love you so much .. !

My BFF..

2009-08-06T18:54:00.005+07:00

A Friend is someone there will be there when you need her..

whenever, however and wherever..

She doesn't ask for a payback, instead, she will help you even before you ask her..

She's the second person (the first is Jesus) you'll talk to when you have a problem..

And you're the also the second person she'll talk to when she has a problem..

She accepts you as you are and so do you..

She knows when will you cry and you know when will she cry..

You'll never have to put on a mask like you do to everyone except her coz she knows you deep inside your heart..

But the most important thing is,

you love her, and she love you..

Those were what she meant to me..

I love u , G

and.....

I know she love me,

xoxo,

A different day..

2009-08-04T21:04:00.005+07:00

Today I met M..

He's my childhood friend and we've been hanging out together since like 2nd or 3rd grade of elementary..

But when he went to secondary, we hardly even met ..

Then I also went to his secondary, which is now my ex-school..

I met him just a couple of time but it's different now..

He looked like my brother , not the face, but somehow he just looked like one..

And I feel that I don't know him anymore..

Today..

I met him again.. When I'm in high school and he also went to the same school..

But what surprised me the most is that he recognize me.. haha..

Things stay the same.. I don't know him anymore..

I thought that he's like a pretty boy, but he's actually really good at badminton

and he taught me to play .. He only taught me in front of all other girls ..

My friend said that he only pay attention to me.. What was that suppose to mean?

I'm the worst? Huaaaaa..

And I was like an idiot for playing like that.. I haven't play badminton for maybe 2 years and somehow forget how to play.. hehe..

But anyway, my school is not pretty bad either..

C u soon,

you know you love me,

xoxo,

Toefl Essay

2009-08-01T08:43:00.009+07:00

Nowadays, there are more and more teenagers who have jobs while they are still students. Doing both things at the same time have both advantages and disadvantages. One of the advantages is they gain more experiences from working and studying at the same time. They can also earn money for the college fee or for their extra pocket money. When they work for someone else, they will learn how to deal with many kind of people. On the other hand, there are also disadvantages in doing both things at the same time. Students will reduce their study time and they cannot focus on their school. It will affect their grades. Moreover, if teenagers work while they are students, they have to finish their homework at night and it will reduce their sleeping hours.

In my opinion, having jobs for students is a good thing. They can learn how to manage their time on working and studying. Furthermore, experiences from having part time jobs will be useful when they graduate and apply jobs.

Students who have part time jobs will be more independent. They can pay for their own meals, so their parents don’t have to send them too much money. They also learn how to be responsible to handle their money wisely.

In conclusion, it is good for teenagers to have jobs while they are still students because they can learn to be more responsible and more independent. They can also gain more experiences for their future.

GoSSip gIRL

2009-07-31T16:15:00.006+07:00

"Gossip girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous life of Manhattan's elite"

...This the list of Gossip Girl the Series...

. Gossip Girl .

. You Know You Love Me .

. All I Want Is Everything .

. Becaouse I'm worth it .

. I Like It Like That .

. You're The One That I Want .

. Nobody Does It Better .

. Nothing Can Keep Us Together .

. Only In Your Dreams .

. Would I Lie To You .

. Don't You Forget About Me .

. It Had To Be You .

. The Carlyles .

. You Just Can't Get Enough .

"and who am I ? That's the secret I'll never tell..

You know you love me..

xoxo

Gossip Girl "

7 Habits

2009-07-30T19:06:00.005+07:00

On the beginning of July, I went to this camp called "Super Camp"

This is what happened..

1st day..

wth is this? who'll want to spend their holiday here? I'd better be home and go online now!!

2nd day..

Well, I got the best team of all, and my mentor is very 'wow', maybe it's not that hard to fit in and maybe it's not that bad spending my holiday here..

3rd day..

My team is like the BEST team ever ! We're like the non-stop-laughing team and we're the most solid team in the hole world! I wish I could be here for 1 week and hang out with these guys..

4th day..

This is the last day.. I don't want to go home! really tottaly desperately don't want to go home!

Most of them are too.. Nobody wants to go home.. T.T

But we can't stay any longer coz it's over..

Actually it's not over yet! We still have classes after this.. Yey!

It hasn't been 1 month but I already missed them like hell!

This is me and my team, POLICE LINE..

(left to right: Me, banjay, Paskal, Gita, Manda)

Actually there's 1 more, Mario, but he already went home when we took this picture.. T.T

Miss them so much..

xoxo,

My Day..

2009-07-29T20:03:00.005+07:00

This morning we had a morning service at school ..

At first, I thought it gonna cost our first lesson, which was Bahasa,

But after the service the teacher said that all today's schedule will be changed ..

Our spirit suddenly gone.. Coz we hope that at least 1 lesson will be canceled :(

But anyway, in Foreign Language lesson, I still got Mandarin Class which B and S are in it..

Cool right?

But M was moved to Japanese class.. Too bad..

Then our last lesson was Chemistry Lab.

The lab teacher is quite fine for the first impression..

Btw, I went to JEC this afternoon to check up if i have something wrong with my eyes, and you know what? That doctor was no doctor at all!

He's too young to be that kind of doctor!

But he's pretty cool, though..

Sightings

G caught up walking with N

Y didn't pass the music class audition, no practicing perhaps ?

M is a REAL psicopat (just kidd :P)

Oops, I forgot to do my math work..

See u tomorrow, if I have time..

u know u love me,

xoxo

Ur such a LIAR!!

2009-07-29T16:05:00.003+07:00

Don't you know how much it hurts seeing those photos u post in ur fb?

Do you think I'll never see those pics?

Photos of UR FAREWELL PARTY?

and u didn't invite me??

So now I'm not your friend at all?

Now I'm just nothing for u?

After I've been there every time u cry?

every time u need a tutor?

and after I've done your computer semester project??

Now I'm just nobody?

Listen R, if that's so, then tell me on my face!

Don't be such a looser backstabber!

Anyway, I don't need you anymore, so just go away and stay out of my life and

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!!

Just normal..

2009-07-28T21:36:00.003+07:00

Everything goes normal today..

I've just started to like my class coz it's quite fun being in X-8..

When we're studying accounting, the light suddenly went off..

Unluckily, our teacher is using the LCD for presentation..

Well, actually it's unlucky for him but it's lucky for us..

Maths is still quite easy, but physics is a lil' something now..

History is soooo damn sleepy.. I didn't pay attention with the hell that teacher is talking about..

The only thing that I heard is 'History is Art'.. WTF??

I thought art is soo much interesting than history, it's like music or paint or anything that not as boring as history.. XP

On a class called 'Muatan Lokal' (what the hell is that?) I team up with

Anyway, I'm sleepy now..

so, good night everyone, sleep tight ..

you know you love me

xoxo,

Y

2009-07-28T16:58:00.002+07:00

I thought he's just an asshole, but actually he's not that bad..

Sometimes he can be pretty nice..

Like today, that guy-I-used-to-called-asshole actually talk to me..

And he also quite mature.

But the thing is..

He doesn't know how to choose a 'real' girlfriend..

He's only searching for the rich one..

whatever..

He's just my nobody..

Chace or Ed?

2009-07-27T19:13:00.003+07:00

If B 's the queen then He's the King ... or prince?

This evil face still has a heart and loyalty.. Aww..

Which one is hotter?

Chace

Mon, July 27, 2009

2009-07-27T18:18:00.004+07:00

If it's not for Native lesson, today's lesson is soo damn sleepy! haha..

I've got 2 hour maths and 2 hour physics, what could be worse? A plus 2 hour chemistry ? XP

Overall, today is not pretty bad either, we had no test at school and everything went quite fine ..

Btw, I've never mention my high school life..

Here it goes..

I've got a not-to-comfortable class..

I'm still hanging out with my BFF, G

S, B, and Y are my besties in class..

and I still miss A so much... T.T

Well, that's it 'bout my school.. ;P

After school, I had a piano lesson and today is a bad piano day. XP

Then I went home.

I think my fever is not fully recovered. So my mom gave me Panadol and Jescool for my cough.

Now I have a flue which is worse than just cough..

Fuuh..

I'm tired of being sick..

Hope tomorrow will be better..

you know you love me

xoxo,

New School

2009-07-24T16:53:00.000+07:00

AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

That's the only thing I wanted to say.

I'm really stressed out!

This school is killing me!

I mean, what the hell do I care bout Argon or Sulfur or Plumbum or those stupid name?

It's not like I'll use it anyway. So why do I have to study all that?

Imagine this..

I CAN'T go online on school day

I CAN'T watch tv for more than 15 minutes on school day

I even CAN'T read gossip girl everyday

What kind of school is that?